I am still pregnant. I am very ready to not be pregnant anymore. Last week I had some pretty strong contractions and I freaked out because I got scared and all the other feelings that come with giving birth for the first time and parenting for the first time and single parenting for the first time. Last night I woke up with some sharp pains and was so excited because well, bring it. But no, I'm still pregnant.
Last week was pretty long because I had a nasty cold. I missed a lot of work and spent much of the week laying around feeling sorry for myself and blowing my nose and trying to sleep but not having much success. It has actually been fun having my parents here, they take really good care of me and they make me laugh. And they cook and clean and do laundry and buy me shit.
Hopefully the next time I write something here it will be about how I'm exhausted because I have a son. Or about how drunk I am because I enjoyed 12 vodka tonics. Yup. I'm ready!!
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