i'm still here.

Still in denial.  I've received bad news before.  I know I'll be okay.  Things are just a little crazier than usual right now. 

Henry is great.  Henry is better than great.  He is hilarious and talking more every day.  Tonight, in the middle of his bath he gave me a big hug and kiss.  I'm not sure why and I'm pretty sure I don't care.  It was wonderful and just what I needed.

We raked leaves today although Henry mostly raked where there were no leaves and then ran to the piles and jumped in even though they were soaking wet.  Yay!